It's officially spring!

It's so nice and warm outside! I wish I was out there running around, but I'm stuck working in an office.

I'm not so sure what to do with myself lately. This always happens whenever I move. I have a hard enough time trying to figure life out, being twenty-one, but adding the uncertainty of moving all the time does not help. I had just started settling into a routine before I moved, and I'd been there like four months. Now I'm all off-kilter again.

We're slowly getting things unpacked, but it's hard being as busy as we are. It's only been a week, though, so I guess it's not so bad. It's been very nice being able to just go home for lunch! I got used to that in a snap! But what's not going to be so easy to get used to is sleeping away from my boyfriend - living away from my boyfriend. We've been "living together" unofficially for more than a year! But it's too expensive for us to get a place together -- even a studio. So I'm living with my mom, and she doesn't want him sleeping over.

I need to talk to her about that. He's been taking care of me from day one, when she was never there; he stuck up to his family for me countless times when I had to live with them for a while. I understand when my brother stays over, but a couple times a month shouldn't be too much to ask. I haven't been getting restful sleep at all, and my boyfriend hasn't even been getting sleep. And what's even harder is the fact that I work all day and he works all night. It looks like I'll only be able to really see him on the weekends in the morning now.

We've been lucky for last weekend and this weekend; he's had Sunday completely off work! Like I mentioned in my last post, we went to Disneyland last weekend, and this weekend we'll be going again! I'm so thankful for that! But usually he works Saturdays and Sundays, so we'll only be able to see each other in the morning. I'm glad that he has hours, but I'm going to miss him.

I can only hope that we can make it through this next hard period in our relationship, and hopefully by next year or so, we can live together. If we've made it this far, we can make it through anything!

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As a side note, I've been hooked on this site lately: Fuck Yeah Nouns. It has the weirdest results come up for things! Just type in Harry Potter and see what comes up...