This is my very first personal blog (outside of site such as livejournal, tumblr, facebook, etc). I'm not sure what I'll be posting about here yet, but I hope that you will enjoy~
A little about myself:
I am a 21-year-old night owl who is currently trying to start college (I actually managed to start one whole class this semester), working full-time as a receptionist at an office job (I haven't gotten up this early in years!), and trying to figure this whole life thing out! I'm also an undiagnosed Celiac (My mother has it; I just haven't had health insurance to get diagnosed), so I eat gluten-free.
About two years ago, my family's house began the process of being foreclosed. I had to learn the hard way all the lessons of life in a couple of short years, having been very sheltered my whole life. I went through my first friend and boy drama, got my first serious boyfriend, learned about money and being screwed over by "friends" and jobs, ended up moving in with my boyfriend's family and getting extremely depressed, finally learning to drive and getting more hours and renting a room with a family, got in a serious car accident, got an office job, lived with more bad room mates, and now am about to move into an apartment with my mom this week!
I've lost friends and gained friends and reconnected with old ones. I've had friends move across the country, go into the military, and get pregnant. I lost my virginity, and found the one I hope I will be with forever. I've finally started college after being out of school for two and a half years.
Basically, I'm just trying to get back to be myself again, now that I'm finally not depressed anymore. I'ts been a long ride. My boyfriend has had to be there through it all to help me learn to do all this real life stuff. I'm finally figuring it all out, but it's still hard at times.
Now that I'm moving in with my mom, it looks like I'm going to have some more lessons to learn, having to balance the whole mother-daughter roommate relationship. I'm not sure how this will change my relationship with my boyfriend. And next semester, I should be able to really truly start school, and not just the one class that I'm taking now!
I'm nervous, but at the same time very much looking forward to the future!
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